Fat Pics..

I have just added two new pics - the wedding one and a portrait of myself and DI. I have just scared myself to what I never want to look like again! Question of HOW and WHY pop into my head - how do we not know we are getting that size? Do we not have the respect not to get like that? How do our men not fall out of love with us? My god!

I am now 25k down, have been officially in the 80's for the last week and I really don't want to see the number 9 in front of my weight ever again. DI is so pleased with how I am looking - Heck, I'm pleased with how I'm looking! I will admit it! I looked like crap and now I'm lookin hot! LOL

But its not just the weight factor, its the movement of body factor and how much more confident I am. I feel better when talking to strangers - which I think will allow me to feel great going to AbFab in March. I am going to put those pics on my fridge as a reminder of where not to go..

Excuse them though, they are scanned so not of great quality and a little bit out of skew - but they are the only 'fat pics' I have!!