Ist post!

This is my first post here. Not quite sure what to say. Good week, switched to core - seemed to work well! A loss of 1.7 which gave me 11kg and my 10% in one hit. So stoked about that though!

I think all the extra walking may have helped the situation as well. Went shopping with Raylene today and we have deceided to join a gym - starting tomorrow!!!

Its so nice being able to walk into a shop and try on a size 16 and have it fit! I cannot remember the last time I could actully do that. I am down to pre-2nd baby weight and that feels great!

Be patient and give me time on here to work out how all this works, I will try and inspire others who are reading this as they inspire me to make this work for the last and final time. I have suffered with my weight all my life.

As long as I remember I have been overweight, picked on and felt awful. I would like to delv into my sub-inners to find out why.. Maybe one day I will figure it out. For me now, everyday is a new day with new ideas and new struggles. I take one meal and a time but dont deny myself of any of the luxurys! i know that when I do binge, I feel guilty and angry with myself. Life is sopossed to be enjoyed, same with food. We are sopossed to like the way it feels in our mouths, the smells and the taste. Why make it a chore to eat or not to eat. I dont want to be like that, I want to learn to eat tasty low fat foods that make you feel good inside and out! Im on my way there. A total of 18.8 kilos down.... It may be slow, and I dont mind to much as long as I can find the right way to make it steady. Least then I know that it might stay off a bit longer.