Hump day

Its hump day. A huge loss this week - .1 could have been worse, my sister was walking behind me as we walked into the weightwatchers room and picked it up as I walked through the doors.. :)

DH is still home, not sure when he is going back to work. He has put his paper work in for Lake Lindsay, I guess we are just waiting on a date. I like having him home - just he brings all the naughty foods into the house and I eat them! So, true to form, they here - I eat them, I have a bad loss or gain.. This week !! Told him NO MORE JUNK IN THE HOUSE!! Its my frankenstien foods... expecially chocolate... last nights effort - 4 squares of white followed by a whole flake bar. Real great Kel! Right before a WI too,, knew what I was doing - BUT just had to eat it! Felt shit afterwards too, but - lets do better this week.

My knee is still playing up, taking it easy and trying a few different things to see if I can push it without hurting myself.

Slighly annoyed; tried to get miss 8 - neally 9 - into see a child shrink.. like a matter of urgency as I am about to lose my mind.. July 26,, thats the first appointment I can get her into see someone. Obviuosly they didnt understand when I said that Olga wanted her in quickly to see someone. Here is a child that is so angry that he only voice level is SCREAMing at someone with complete annoyance in her voice. How can I help her? I dont have the skills to help myself at the best of time let alone a 9 year old that is desperate... The way our health system is with our kids is barbaric to say the least. Unless you are completly disabled then you dont count. You are not important enough to fix and you and your family is left to fight your way through the under knowlegle school system and health system. She is under the care of a specialist from Brisbane whom she sees every 6 months, how can that help and treat her?? All he wants is a speechy and medication - no other offer of help or ideas in how I can improve her life! Does he not understand that this here and now will effect the rest of her life? So for now I have to try and deal with the tears and screaming matches until she is able to see someone... on July 26th..