The big 20..

Oh to be able to say that and be talking about my age and not my weight loss.. 20.2 gone! Forever! I mean it this time, no going back, I hate looking the way I did and thinking that I looked okay - but in reality didn't! I hated sitting on the couch and having my legs spreading so much that they don't fit in a outdoor chair! I can do that now... sit in an outdoor chair and have room! I don't get up and have the marks of the chair digging in to my legs! Oh it feels soooo good! Still along way to go, about 20 something more, but the next thing for me is 15k with WW..

This month, was a good month. I changed to core and have not had a gain all month! Yes, I many have only had a .1 loss last week, but that was coming off a 1.7 and a .8 - cant expect big numbers all the time. And lets face it, .5 is a healthy amount to lose. So I'm happy with that.

I eat different, I work out different - I push myself to work harder. I never used to, I was to lazy to do anything for myself and then wonder why I was fat!? How do we get in our heads that we are not? I must admit, I did not own a mirror that was full length in my house. I soo want to now! I want to go out and party hard like when I was 20! Okay. I was most likely another 10 kilo lighter, but still - I used to dance all night and not get exhausted!

I'm happy! Can you tell! I cant wait to tell everyone that I finally have hit the 20 mark! Its been so long coming... I did it - that's 20 less that I have to lose! Bring it on!